Saturday, September 16, 2006


A cold wind howls across the landscape of my soul.
Icy cold fingers bring pain to the depths of my being.
Cut off from those I love - I am alone.
The man who was afraid of nothing - now in fear of living alone.
Dispair and sorrow my only companions
I long for the warmth of loves touch.

Adrift in a black sea of nothingness,
Unable to fulfill my dreams,
Much less my wants,
And barely my needs.
Like a drunkard longing for the next sip
I long for love.
I yearn for comfort.
Yet I live


LaGitana said...

I sure hope fate has better things in store for your future.
It is hard being alone, though it is pssible to be just as lonely in a relationship as out of one.
I wish life was easier for you and everyone else. I will keep hoping that is does get better.

Becca said...

Yup. I closed up the old blog and just quit. I feel like its the one thing I can quit in my life without feeling guilty. If I could I would leave this town and everyone in it forever. Actually I would prefer just to leave my life.

wwhijr said...

Well dont leave this life just yet. You have too much to offer. I will miss your blog and the observations on life. Take care of yourself and call me if you need anything.